So I went back to work full-time today. It was terribly hard. I felt so guilty knowing that I wouldn't be with my girl during the day. To be quite honest, my emotions have been all over the place. I feel like someone else will be raising my daughter because they will be spending all day with her while I am work. I feel nervous about sending her to a stranger (although I felt pretty good about our daycare provider, she is still essentially a stranger). The more I think about it, the more upset I get. I know it will get easier, but today was very hard.
Our daycare provider doesn't have a spot for Blake until the 29th of August, so, for the time being, my mom has come up to our house to watch her for a couple of weeks. We are very lucky that she works from home, and is able to be there for us.
Here's a shot from Blake's three month photos (another post to come sharing more photos):